Who would have thought that a little number could so change everything? The number two is now resonating through our family like a tidal wave--two babies...two new everythings (since I got rid of all our baby stuff because we were done having children...) two blessings, two new lives to worry about. And as I was lying on the table and the ultrasound tech said, "You do know there's two, right?" and we returned her question with gaping mouths and silence, the number two began to take on a whole new meaning. The name of the exact emotion I was feeling when it began to sink in is eluding me--somewhere between elated and terrified about sums it up. And truthfully, I had had twin dreams about a month ago, so even though I was shocked, deep down in my soul I was not surprised. I think God has always prepared me for big things in my life--this being no exception. I have been laughing almost non-stop since the news broke and I still find the whole thing rather funny (defense mechanism??), but do not get me wrong--I love these babies with every fiber of my being. Watching those little hearts beating strong was the only image today that brought tears to my eyes. I can already feel God testing me and I know this pregnancy is going to be equal parts physical journey and spiritual journey. My OB said I will probably gain 40-50 pounds (legitimately, since I gained that much with Ty--now I have an excuse :)) She also said I am now due March 30th and that they may how me mercy and allow me to deliver at 38 weeks...this sounds great since she said I will look and feel full term around 28 weeks! OH MY GOSH!!!! What have I done???!!! Now, the quest begins for knowledge on all things twin--for those of you who know me well, isn't it great for me to have something positive to obsess about?? Anyway, here's Roo and Two's first photo session...please pray for them and for us as we walk (however slowly) on this journey!
